Well, I work in the medical field and it is not good for anxiety. I know that much.
I am going to start my new years resolutions now. I want to actually improve my life in every way I can and not let my anxiety take power over me.
I think the most important thing for me, especially because of my anxiety, is to learn how to let go. I have noticed that even with newspapers, brochures, my son's graded homework and projects pile up because I do not want to let go of them.
It's hard to find somebody that I actually want to go out with and enjoy life. Unfortunately for me, my ideal friend is not available to do those things with me and there is nobody else that I feel is worth going out with. I can't just go out with anybody and have a good time. I need a special connection. If I do not have that, then I rather just be alone.
The ideal person I speak of, I need to let go of that person; however, I ask myself if I need to let go of the idea of that special person.
Cardio Tech @ Dec 27, 2015 12:02:00 AM
I have no plans for New Year's. I really dislike going out to large gatherings and whatnot. I'd much rather stay in with one or two close friends than be out at someone's party with a large number of people. I also have to work a 12 hr day shift on New Year's Eve...so will have no energy to go out anyway......
