Hi,
I don't have the anger thing going but I still am not myself! I don't laugh like I used to, joke around etc. feel like I am not any fun anymore, that people are going to get bored with me, even got scared last night that my husband would'nt like me as well like I am now so I talked with him, really opened up and he held me and said I can go through anything with you just so wonderful you are not smoking, I told him scares me he might want someone else that is more fun, he really laughed at me, told me again the same thing. I just want the fun happy person back that I was when I smoked, without smoking!!!! he told me it would happen down the road, he quit 37 years ago. At times I feel his life has not changed, he is the same person, has his glass of wine once in awhile, and I can't as that would be a trigger for me. and I am having to do all the changing! But I do not think oh if I just only started smoking again all would be better, NO it would NOT, I am smart enough to know that and I won't smoke again! I have only been quit alittle over a week.
also does anyone know if when I go to the low dose of patches and then get off them is it a bad withdraw at that time?????????
Well I have vented, hope I get some answers.
Bobbi
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/27/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 9
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 283
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $22.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 9 [B]Mins:[/B] 23 [B]Seconds:[/B] 58
Hi all,
WOW Freebird, I loved the openess you shared with all, you are great!
Yes this is a long hard journey. What I don't understand is seems like the longer days I go the stronger cravings I have??????? Also still so tired, I think the fighting back against nicodemon sure wears a person out, do not have the energy I had when I smoked I was always at a not stop pace, morn. till late night, at times I say how long, how long please stop give me pease please, oh the times I do get pease is wonderful, have it off and on and especially about 20 min. after I put my new patch on. The pease I do get to feel even though not as often as the craves Will and Does keep me going as a none smoker, like I will not be given more then I can stand or almost to that point, lol then comes the pease so I can continue on my journey of being a non-smoker. and that I will no matter what is dished out to me, but is still so hard, :( as we all know.
Well I have boo hoo enough for now, will boo hoo more another time, lol lolBYT still with whatever comes along I am so happy I made the decision to STOP smoking. Life is like a roller coaster, all the ups and downs, just with an addition the hills are alittle higher and the downs a little lower, WE WILL all make it at 5:00 p.m. cst lets all shout together, WE WILL MAKE IT!
Hugs and prayers,
Bobbi
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/27/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 37
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,128
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $92.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 5 [B]Hrs:[/B] 12 [B]Mins:[/B] 49 [B]Seconds:[/B] 54
Princess.
I also am on the patch, still on 21 mg. go to 14 Tues. and am alittle scared about that especially since I have been having alittle more cravings then I did all this mo. and sure don't know why I would as seems likeit should get easier then alittle harder????? how did you feel when you went off the 21? But no matter what we will succeed!
Hugs and prayers
Bobbi
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/27/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 39
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,171
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $97.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 5 [B]Hrs:[/B] 17 [B]Mins:[/B] 55 [B]Seconds:[/B] 55
Smokedout,
Congratulations on your decission to quit, I quit 3/27, smoked for 50 years, never wanted to quit, but all of a sudden I started to think about it researched every thing I could find on quitting for three mo. and now here I am a little over a mo. behind me and I am sooooo happy. glad to see you here also this is the best board there is anywhere!!!!!!!
Hugs and prayers
Bobbi
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/27/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 39
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,171
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $97.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 5 [B]Hrs:[/B] 17 [B]Mins:[/B] 57 [B]Seconds:[/B] 41
Last one sure gave me a good chuckle and needed that
Thanks
Bobbi
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/27/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 45
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,351
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $112.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 6 [B]Hrs:[/B] 15 [B]Mins:[/B] 11 [B]Seconds:[/B] 31
Hey Phil,
You sure gave me a good chuckle,on the happy thur. post.
and you didn't even try, lol lol keep it up I loved it! You are great!
Hugs and prayers,
Bobbi
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/27/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 45
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,353
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $112.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 6 [B]Hrs:[/B] 15 [B]Mins:[/B] 16 [B]Seconds:[/B] 9
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