I know the pros and cons, I just dont know if the timing was bad as far as having some sort of relief to my struggles. Im glad I quit, I just dont know if its making things harder or not.
I will never know, I just have to deal with it. Like I have to deal with the roommate that looks over my shoulder while im on here all the time. Its getting annoying, of course he denies it. But then asks what it is Im doing. He sounds like a dog when he eats too, so annoying. at least I have manners!
I just cant seem to get back to where I was before my set back. Its going on for a long time. Still hard to get out of bed. I still feel like I wish I could just sleep for the rest of my life.
I have things started in my life as far as going back to work etc. but I still feel the hopeless stuff going on.
My anxiety is back up there, so I started walking when I do go somewhere. I went out yesterday fot the first time in a week! I was going everyday. I feel so tired, and just cant get back with it.
