Since I first posted the exact same day I quit I've NEVER felt more positive about this quit!
Just yesterday I was feeling the effects of fatigue and once again posted and I put all of these responses into effect -- Take care of me with pampering, rest and more rest if needed.
I've also come to see that so many are suffering.. truly suffering from anxieties, depression, mood swings and whole battery of other effects since quitting. I wish I could alleviate these feelings for them. There are so many things which we've oblviously masked while we smoked and now that the smoke is gone it's opening a pandora's box filled with all the things we hiding from.
I will NOT allow myself to fall into a trap which I know is part of the process of quitting. So many changes are occuring and I know as time goes on I too will not be immune to these changes but I'm going to fight everything tooth and nail falling back to my long list of dealing and coping mechanisms to deal and cope with everything which comes my way.
I truly feel badly for anyone going through such a trying time. And then when I see that some of these people end up slipping or relapsing I can so feel their pain and anger at themselves for doing so.
My introduction is pretty much over in this thread.
My 1st week as a non smoker is coming up and then it's time to move on to starting other threads.
I want to celebrate every day with the best attitude possible.. It's something, a way, for me to get through each moment of every day and I always have to have that attitude of positivity in sight. Without it I'll fall into the trap and I will surely fail.
See you on future threads.....
J xo [IMG]http://i123.photobucket.com/albums/o304/Monica58/thumbsup-1.gif[/IMG]
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 4/4/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 5
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 145
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $51.25
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 15 [B]Mins:[/B] 38 [B]Seconds:[/B] 27