Life is enough of a roller coaster for me....I am doing pretty good. I am getting cravings, but I think I have finally got it through my head that I want to quit for good. I do not want to be a smoker. I have had a lot of issues to work through, some dealing with being a nonsmoker. I have found that because so many of my family are smokers, it is very hard to attend indoor family functions. I end up being the only one indoors. LOL..they are all on a smoke break continuously. Also, there has been a lot of stuff with my children. (21, 15)...but I am learning that letting that push me to a frenzy is only an excuse to slip. I did it to myself. I see that now. The thoughts of smoking that used to crowd my head do not hold any weight anymore. And they were a constant battle. I am accepting my new life. Thank you so much for posting to me. It really really really helps to be able to say these words to someone who possibly understands. All of my people here I would use for support are smokers. They do not want to hear about quitting. So, again, thank you for allowing me to rant. Katielynn
My Milage:
My Quit Date: 7/18/2008
Smoke-Free Days: 5
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 150
Amount Saved: $18.75
Life Gained:
Days: 0 Hrs: 13 Mins: 58 Seconds: 18