Thanks So Tired and shell, Could'nt stop it though.I ended up going into a pretty good panic attack around noon here on the west coast, Just now getting my head back a little and able to focus.
I know that I will be able to get on meds if I want. Or at least I think they will recommend it , my counsler already is recommending them. For the most part though I am in good shape and seem ok till the anxiety and panic takes hold(which of course is more often then i want to live with.) I hate to think of doing drugs. It has to do a lot with my past abuse of drugs(course I fall in the 30% group there to). Guess i can try them and see, if they work for me I can always stop taking them. Getting ahead of myself by a few days. Anyways , thanks for the response. Jimbo