Here are all my symptoms, I'll try to categorize them, even though sometimes they are "interchangeable" with my general anxiety and panic attacks.
Day to day anxiety symptoms:
Buzzing or humming in left hand/fingers and left foot
Tingling in right leg
Heaviness and/or stiffness in right arm, right leg, sometimes whole right side including right side of face and right side of groin
Feeling of loss of coordination in both legs
Headaches, in forehead and temples, very painful and sharp
Headaches, in back of head, near neck
Shaking like I just took 10 caffeine pills
Twitching, usually in face, lips, side of nose, eye, tongue
Twitching in muscles
Short of breath
Sinus congestion
Skin crawling feeling, often on face, sometimes in arms and legs
Forgetful, can't remember conversations with people like I used to
Feeling like I am slowly losing my mind, or "going crazy"
Panic attacks:
Sudden confusion, disorientation
Severe fear, alarm, feeling like I have just been given some grave, horrible news about my health
Everything around me looks dreamlike, or altered somehow, but I cannot find whats "different"
I feel like I am losing my mind or "going crazy"
Feel like I am "stuck in a dream"
Numbness in arms, like someone drained the blood out of them
Urge to call 911
Severe, intense crying jag, usually just for a few minutes
Sometimes after I cry, I feel "instantly" relieved, as if I just took a sedative
Sometimes after I cry, I gradually feel improvement, over hours
Other points of interest:
I am obssessed with neurolical conditions and am currently under some sort of "spell" where I feel like I have MS or ALS or some other devastating illness, despite doctors telling me initial neuro tests done in the office (coordination and memory exercises, etc) seem ok.
I am on no medication whatsoever, was just prescribed Xanax on an "as needed" basis by my neurolgist for my panic. I tried 1/4 or a .25 the other night, it didn't do a whole lot for me, just barely took the edge off. My family says I need to try a whole half. I am so scared of taking them and having an adverse reaction of some sort. I cherish a clear mind, I hate not feeling "lucid". This is probably a curse of mine, because I just refuse to let my mind have a "rest".
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