Hi Sunshine,
So proud of you - you did beautifully, and you sounded so different when you posted after the party ~ your heart was open and you had a smile on your face :) It's amazing, isn't it, how the energy changes when we are in the presence of love...
Just wanted to share w/you that due to many losses (death)-I completely shut down for many years. I did what I had to do each day, but the truth is I was not present, I was numb -just too many losses, too much pain. Being shut down for so many years protected me, as all of the losses and pain was just too much for me to handle...until I was ready. And once I did have the courage to face the pain, the losses, I had powerful support from a life coach, I didn't do it alone.
I have read some posts here about death and dying (Elisabeth Kubler-Ross) - the stages... that did help me in my process... But I was so shut down. Hope this is making sense. Let me know if I can support you in any way, and we can exchange emails or communicate on the messenger.
Hang in there - you are exactly where you need to be.
AND ... CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR 3 MONTHS!!!!
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Many Blessings-
Healer
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/5/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 34
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,194
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $81.6
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 4 [B]Hrs:[/B] 10 [B]Mins:[/B] 16 [B]Seconds:[/B] 51