Hi Red: I agree with Samantha, you're not really trapped, you could go out and play in the rain. lol. So glad you have been out taking photos and feeling comfortable and happy. I know I need to get out so I walk my dog. Sometimes the weather is crappy and I really want to stay indoors, but try to get at least 2 blocks walked. I'm the opposite of you I guess. I am not agoraphobic at all, just like being home.
However, I do not like city noises either and probably wouldn't want to live in the city. The hustle and bustle wears me out. I used to work in the city and never minded it at all. Now, I just go into the city when I need to.
Haven't studies shown higher levels of stress in those who do live in a constantly moving noisy place? Just wondering. I think too when we are younger we enjoy the city because there's more to do for fun, as we get towards retirement, we don't need the distractions as much.
Sounds like you are moving forward and that is the best. Good luck in your search for new home...keep posting.
Davit: Congratulations on recognizing, ignoring and overcoming your "shaky happening" at the grocery store. Hope you rewarded yourself even though it may have been easy one for you, you still did it!