On the odd occassion does anyone have wild elaborate thoughts that they have some deadly disease that they won't be able to get rid of. Sometimes when I'm anxious I have thoughts that I've somehow contracted HIV, or something like that, then I spend time on the internet looking a all the symptoms and stuff and scaring myself into thinking I've somehow caught it. I know there is no possiable way I could have anything like it, but its like I had shingles a month ago and now I think it was because my immune system is weakening. I was just wondering if anyone else has thoughts like this or if I'm just strange.