Hey guys! This is a poem I wrote while I was having a panic attack, I find writing or doodling while you're having a PA helps!
Try to remain normal while inside my mind is screaming,
Terror convulses through me, too sensitive for feelings,
Knowing you're dying but it never comes,
Death would be easier but I fear that too.
Try to hide from my inner thoughts, running away from myself,
Would let myself be, if only I fought.
After, exhaustion takes hold, tingling as eternal doom seeps away,
Anxious but alive, distract or the mind will pay.
So now I have to battle my demons, before I'm alive with no life inside,
Before liquid pleasure has thoughts for me,
Before I have nowhere left to hide.
Wish me luck dear readers that I don't lose the fight,
And to you I wish the absence of the very same plight!
