Thank you kitty for your kind words.It feels good to have a support group.
Just one thing, panic/anxiey is NOT a disease. Don't label yourself as being "sick." because we do not have a disease. Its actually not even supposed to be called a 'disorder.' Anxiety/panic is more of a behavioural condition. So nothing is wrong with you...you are normal! And we are just dealing with some anxiety....but hopefully this too shall pass.