I think the seed was planted in my brain when my Brother said, as we were pulling into the plaza.."Getting whiskey?"...seem to hit me like a punch. I said "no..going to get lottery and we did and left. Later I was at the grocery store and the thought kept coming back and the urge was great. I bought some and drank it. I am disappointed in myself but will not let this one slip ruin it for me.
Memories of Alcohol:
"I drank for happiness and became unhappy.
I drank for joy and became miserable.
I drank for sociability and became argumentative.
I drank for sophistication and became obnoxiious.
I drank for friendship and made enemies.
I drank for sleep and woke up tired.
I drank for strength and felt weak.
I drank for relaxation and got the shakes.
I drank for courage and became afraid.
I drank for confidence and became doubtful.
I drank to make conversation easier and slurred my speech.
I drank to feel heavenly and ended up feeling like hell."
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