josh, you need to think about josh right now.i know its hard not having the person you love. but you need some one who will love you no matter what. if you calm down and dont call her for awhile she will wonder why you havent called and call you but josh do you really want someone that walked out on you when you are sick? i think you are just scared and dont want to be alone. focus your energey on josh right now. please keep me posted. gina
