I know, I know the feeling. And slips can happen but, personally, I don't think it lessens your resolve or desire to quit and do what you know is right for your body and mind, never mind bank account. Do you still have cigarettes available that you may slip? I made sure I broke and threw any I had out. Makes a difference if I have to go buy a whole pack...smoke one or two...and then throw the rest out! $ wise it's silly...but also then I have to start over. I am trying to look at it that I'm glad not to have that worry at all anymore :). Stay strong Paradox, you can do it!