Obviously, I'm not Outlaw, but I thought I would respond anyway. ;p I have a definite heart phobia that has kept my panic / anxiety roaring for at least 12 years now so I seriously understand how you're feeling. A couple years ago my mother was put on a heart transplant list because the bottom of her heart actually died! The cardiologist gave her some new medication to keep her heart pumping while she was on the list and the medicine actually healed her heart! This is absolutely amazing to me! I just wanted to share that with you because I wanted you to know that there are tons of things that can be done for heart issues these days. The medical world has made huge strides in the things that can be done if you ever develop any kind of heart problems. I always remind myself of what happened to my mom when I am feeling extra anxious about my heart. It helps me calm down knowing that so much can be done if there is a problem, so I wanted to share that with you to maybe help you also.