Tonight, when I got home from my moms, there was a message on my machine from the lady who's kids I watch saying that she needed me to watch the kids tommorow. Normall;y, I don't work Mondays. Hearing this made me soooo anxious and I don't know why. A change like this shouldn't make me anxious. I did have my whole day planned out. But now I am all stressed out about it. No big deal, I just get another day off later in the week but what is my deal? And ofcourse, I am all worried baout getting enough sleep tonight and how I will feel tommorow. I am so frustrated with the way I deal with change. It sucks. I just remember a few years ago when I was "normal" and didn't get anxious about stuff like this. I hate this. I just know tommorow I will be tired and not feel well. I just can't describe how frustrated I am with how I feel right now.
