Ruby, I can totally relate to that crazy feeling. It is hard to explain. I would assume that it is part of the anxiety. The more anxious I get the worse it makes me feel. I have been advised to try different relaxation techniques when this happens. However, it is really hard to find the time with my busy schedule. I also say a quick prayer. That helps as well. I think the road to feeling better is long and I also think it takes a lot of work. It is so hard to change the way you think. I feel like it took me 28 years to get here, how long will it take me to change?