I feel for you too! My hubby was gone about 2 months out of state working last summer and I totally freaked out and was sick and anxiety ridden. I lost a bunch of weight and was soooooooo dizzy and weird that I also thought I would die. But, he still works away for weeks at a time and I read up up on panic, came here and just challenged myself and it really helped. I also am not afraid to take anxiety meds doc gave me. They help too!!!! But read all the self help books on anxiety you can and the more you understand it and see that other people have it too.....the more empowered you will feel. Hope that helps hon and hope you start reading. See your doctor too, he can help you. I will pray for you as well. :)
