Feeling a bit nervous tonight. I have my doctors appt. tommorow and I am worrying. I am so afraid that they are gonna tell me that my baby is dead. Its all I can think about today. I want everything to be okay. I can't go thru that again. I want to beleive that it will all be okay. But I thought that last time and look what happened! I have been trying so hard to take good care of myself and do everything right but it isn't always in my control I guess. I hope it all goes well. I have been praying for everything to be okay. It just has to be,right? This can't happen twice to me, it just can't. Well, I know this isn't a fertility support group but its been all I can think of today. Wish me luck, and maybe say a quick prayer for me and my little one.
