i just found out this afternoon that im pregnant. this could not be a worse time. i just got on my meds and my panic was so bad and i was finally starting to feal some relief. the worst part is that my husband and i divorced when i was pregnant with my son who is now three, he is the only person ive had sex with even since we split up ..... the last time was in december. well......about a month ago i met someone i really like alot, we ended up sleeping together and we talked for a few days and then he finally told me he left somthing that meant alot to him at my house. after he got it back he didnt call me again. i feel like an irresonsible idiot,loser co dependent ass. but when i tried to call him for a couple of days and he didnt answer i erased his number from my phone... his cell numberis the only number he has. i already have two kids and panic attacks and very little money that i make for myself without help from family i wouldnt be able to make it so that makes me and my two kids already a burden on other people/ iam working and going to school, im actually in my internship now but my mother said she would disown me if i had another baby...... someone helpme it has taken so much strength to get through school, ive missed days from panicking too much and ive already missed two days of my internship because i had a few too many drinks to get rid of symptoms... but the meds are working rreally well but i cant take them while im pregnant someone help me
