I guess I should not have gotten too cocky and optomistic, I went almost a week without a full-blown attack, today its back real bad. I have had a werid virus, bodyaches, headache, nausea etc...but no fever, my little one has had a severe chest cold and is on antiobotics and the nueblizer, last night, I hope this is not distasteful I must of urinated 40 times!!! all night on and on and on... I felt so week my knees buckled, I always go to the bathroom alot, but never like that, I am hoping its just because of all the orange juice I drank, the acid, or my monthly is due and perhaps its the water leaving, I am shaking and weak and scared, I am having a panic as I write this, my heart is even skipping beats, something I do not normally have. I actually feel like I am going to die, I actually saw in my head myself dying, Oh my GOd, this is bad!! I was doing so much better and now the "monster" is back, I am so scared I am going to die and my son needs me, the excessive urination is scaring me I hope its not diabeties or bladder cancer, my mind is racing, any help and prayers would be so appreciated, I am petrified!! thank you, Debbie.