Hi Everyone, I was wondering if everyone could say a little prayer for me, I must NOT panic this weekend, my husband is so totally and completly disgusted with me he has threatned to take our son and leave, he is so mad I thought he was going to strike me yesterday, he did not nor has he ever but he clenched his fist and got so red in the face and blew up, I am still having abdominal pain and nausea shakiness etc.... but I am trying So hard to control it, the pregnancy scare really knocked the wind out of me, I feel like my husband put me in this position and now is faulting and blaming me for his actions, even through I do not want to lay blame on him, I have been praying very hard just to get through today and tomm Easter Sunday without losing it. I am not going to take my Zoloft today because that makes me so much more panicky, Paxil worked so much better but my nurse will never put me back on that because of weight gain, perhaps without the Zoloft and less coffee I will be alright, if everyone could say a prayer and encourage me I would appreciate it, I stand to lose everything and I cannot lose my son, he is the only thing that keeps me going! I have an appt Wed evening, and I just pray its not cancer or an ectopic preg the test could not read. Thanks guys, I just have to get through the day. Deb.
