Outlaw,
I am so sorry your feeling so bad. I hate when I see people suffering. I too hate taking meds and refuse everything. I really dont even take my zanax unless I just cant get my attack under control. My thought process is getting better though. I will not allow myself to say "OH MY GOD I AM DYING,I HAVE CANCER, I HAVE MS WHAT IF THE DOC DOESNT KNOW ABOUT IT"? blah blah blah. I REFUSE TO DO THAT TO MYSELF ANYMORE!!! I am such a stubborn B!!! But, that's just me. I hope u feel better Tupac I'll be talkin wit you soon K??
Hugs and kisses,
Heather
