My quit date was November 21, 2006. I went 8 months without smoking. Then I went to a wedding one night. Everyone was smoking and even after that long I was craving so bad. I thought that one ciggy wouldn't hurt, I got this far and it would probably make me feel ill anyway. Well, I was right... it made me sooo sick and one ciggy did hurt, or should I say 4. Over the course of 3 weeks I found myself smoking every time someone had some until I was back smoking full time.
Well here I am 2 months later. Back where I started on November 21, 2006. I am back on the patch and feeling all those feelings again.
I think the hardest thing was editing my settings, I would have been 296 days on this quit date and it makes me mad at myself, mad that my family has to deal with my mood swings, mad that I let myself get back to this place and even madder that I don't feel as ready to quit as I did the last time. I could easily go another 6 months smoking only because I don't feel ready.
I need support, I need motivation, I need help!!!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]9/3/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 4
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 72
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $36.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 7 [B]Mins:[/B] 29 [B]Seconds:[/B] 11
