I have to say that I have the same worries about pregnancy and panic. I was pregnant and did not have the baby due to poor doctor advice and extreme panic. Now wanting to start a family I am scared to death. My therapist assures me many women with panic have successful pregnancys but I am not ready just yet. My fear is I will be halfway through my pregnancy and decide I can't take it anymore and with nothing I could do about it loose my mind or go crazy! Only you know when your ready! I am starting to think that a baby would be the best thing for me because it would take the focus off of me, I would have something else to worry about.