Yesterday was hard...very hard. Spent most of it under the covers. I tried to figure out exactly what I was feeling......FEAR.....Fearful that I would snap someones head off. After 25 years, hubby knows the look and let me do what I had to do. I went to bed saying that today would be better and I woke up asking for guidance and committing to be smoke free today. I will also try a little harder to meet life today.
Yes, Sparky you are right. When I go off the patch....Craves...like I have never experienced. I realized this while on my relapse and have been thinking about what to do about it this time. Right now I am treating the thoughts as craves and thinking them through and making attempts at using some coping techniques. Practice for when the real thing happens. And yes, I am considering the gum, but that is a ways down the road yet.
So, here I go...another day...taking it 5 minutes at a time and one crave (or thought) at a time.
Thanks for all your responses.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]7/13/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 2
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 40
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $23.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 5 [B]Mins:[/B] 52 [B]Seconds:[/B] 45
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Quit Meter
$333,173.18
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 6155
Hours: 1
Minutes: 48
Seconds: 41
Life Gained
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Quit Meter
45797
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
686,955
Cigarettes Not Smoked