I am sorry, but I think I have to leave. This is too public for me with records that are too permenant. I wish I had someone to talk with about my problems. There is no one I can talk to. That is why I came here, and you have all been most accepting, but this is too disjointed, disconnected and the records are too persistant for me. That is probably required to meet the sponsor's needs, but it creates additional anxieties for me.
I am not criticising anyone that feels better for having been here. If it helps you to come here then I am happy for you. I truly feel you are a good group of people in a difficult situation trying very hard to support one another. I wish you all the best, you deserve it. I applaud the sponser and the monitors for their efforts. I know I am going to miss you. Anyway, thank you all for your time, goodbye.
