Hey fellow March Mellows,
Well it has been alittle over a week now , doing pretty good the patches are sure helping. Do any of you have any suggestions on this.... I feel not myself, not angry at all but I just don;t laugh or joke around much anymore? feel like I am a bore to all, even my husband, at imes I feel like he may want someone else who is more fun like I used to be, I talked to him last night and he said he will go through what ever it takes with me, is so proud of me, and I will get all my feelings back in time, he quit 37 years ago, said he much reather go through this with me then for me to be a smoker! I just want the old me back but as a non smoker!!!!!! and I will never become a smoker again, NEVER! I have no problem with the junkie thinkin that if I smoked again I would be the old me, DON'T want that at all just hard to get me back as a non smoker! there are a few times when I think my husbands life has not changed at all still on his merry way, has a glass of wine here and there, which I can't as that would be a big trigger! and a weight gain, a no no,I keep telling my brain that you are not going to rule me, I will be happy and I am so proud that I am not smoking! well any suggestions would be much appreciated.
Thanks to you all, this is such a great group!!!!!!! Many prayers and hugs sent to you all!!!!!
Bobbi
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/27/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 9
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 284
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $22.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 9 [B]Mins:[/B] 26 [B]Seconds:[/B] 10
