Hi Tessa,
I don't think that you are a loser. You have not started smoking full force yet, so don't start now. You know that you don't want to. Don't even finish that pack, we have all wasted money before, besides, that would just be an excuse to finish them.
Maybe your zits are not smoking related. Could be stress. I too had clear skin until I hit my 30's and hormones change (don't know your age, shot in the dark.) Drink lots of water, it will help alot.
Anyway, get back on the horse. We need you here to keep us posted on your smoke free wedding! :)
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/8/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 74
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,119
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $310.8
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 6 [B]Hrs:[/B] 21 [B]Mins:[/B] 42 [B]Seconds:[/B] 16