Yes I can relate. I've never had such horrible concetration or memory loss ever then I'm experiencing right now. I get angry alot too, I feel angry that this illness destroyed me & I've been angry at alot of other things also...
I wish I could be the outgoing, confident person I used to be...I feel alone too.
I'm not going to lie I feel kinda like a hyprocite for saying this but don't feel like you'll never get better. Everybody tells me I will but it's easier said than done isn't it?
I'll tell you one thing- I play the Lottery here- same numbers, each drawing a week(2 draws)-If I ever hit it the 1st cause I'd donate too would definitely be the ADAA! :)