Dear Supernova -
Rather than wasting energy on feeling horrible, take that precious energy of yours and invest it into changing trying to DOING!
Trying goes nowhere in the Quit process, my friend.
Most important also- spend some serious time here reading and reading and reading more - especially old posts.
Those who went before us took the time to share their journeys, their wins and their challenges, so that you and I could learn without making those same mistakes. Read, my friend.
When I first quit, I spent days and nights here - every spare moment, reading, sharing, venting, crying, reaching out for help and lending a hand... that process is so healing, for you and for all of us... Find some old-timers here who speak to YOUR soul... I followed Lady and Shevie all over the place here, hanging onto their words of wisdom and their strength! YOU do the same...
So stay close to this site, get to know the addiction you are fighting, and find out by reading posts how to win this fight.
NO more trying, my friend. Time to DO!!!
~ Healer
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/5/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 379
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 13,283
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1762.35
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 49 [B]Hrs:[/B] 15 [B]Mins:[/B] 8 [B]Seconds:[/B] 45