BEEFREE - Noone is doomed. It just feels hopeless because the addiction is so strong and it seems impossible to live without your next fix.
But it IS possible. I thought I could never be free, and here I am over a year later. I cried and sobbed and slept my way through the first week of withdrawal. BUT I had finally come to a point to realize the depth of my addiction, and that the only way out was through the muck. I threw away every smoke and ashtray, I stayed glued to this site or stayed in bed, I read and read and read and posted, I decided I was gonna do this no matter what. I was depressed, I was angry, my hubby and I were in conflict, I hated not smoking. But, one moment at a time, I resisted the urge. I decided I really wanted to live.
I know it seems impossible right now, but it is NOT! Once you taste the freedom, you will wonder what in the heck took you so long. We have all been where you are...you have to blindly have faith in those of us who went before you. Just follow the footsteps...the end is nearer than you think!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 4/15/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 654
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 16,374
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $2289
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 92 [B]Hrs:[/B] 7 [B]Mins:[/B] 59 [B]Seconds:[/B] 31
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Quit Meter
$809,025.00
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 5438
Hours: 21
Minutes: 58
Seconds: 50
Life Gained
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46230
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
1,155,750
Cigarettes Not Smoked
