Sugartart,
Thanks for letting us know you're online. Maybe you would benefit from some additional support. We have a thread pairing new quitters with mentors, [url=http://www.stopsmokingcenter.net/support/viewmessages.aspx?forum=16&topic=32130]click here[/url]
Also, moderators are always on the boards so by all means vent away.
Danielle
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