The guy that I've been seeing for a month now is leaving Sun. I think I'm in love with him, but he is being transfered to another state.. I wish I didn't have this **** anxiety, I would move with him, but it keeps me from even going to visit him... I can't do a whole lot of anything, except work. I'm so sick of feeling this way.. I'm to young to have this bad of a quality of life. I'm so angry , I can't stop crying.. I feel like I lost my one true love. I am going to start taking Effexor XR. on Sunday morning... That would be as good a day as any to start, I'm so depressed.... I hate that I have this "condition". It is taking over my life...
