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23 years ago 0 198 logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo 0
I feel a poem is appropriate at this point. Maybe you will understand a bit better. I hope you don't mind. Beyond Me By Maria Oviatt Beyond my nightmare fears Beyond my bloodied pain Beyond my searing tears Beyond my acid rain Beyond my beloved Mother Beyond my sinking beliefs Beyond my any other Beyond my sobbing grief Beyond my luring shadows Beyond my only whispered secrets Beyond my always closed windows Beyond my broken hearted regrets Beyond my torturous unforgiveness Beyond my infinite black Beyond my exhausting no rest Beyond my hurricane blasted havoc Beyond my haunting past Beyond my fathoms deep abyss Beyond my breathy aghast Beyond my many a near miss Beyond my vampire men Beyond my lost child Beyond my multi colored sin Beyond my gypsy wild An ancient whisper comes Beyond, thank God, I see€¦ You, sweet Jesus, €˜tis Thee€¦ My one gleaming white light€¦ In my life€™s dark night.
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oh, Maria. I'm sorry you are having such pain. Have you been able to discuss those secrets with a therapist?
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What would you say if I told you none of my dreams ever came true - I don't know who I ever was - When I look in the mirror, now, I do not recognize myself. What would you say if I said I have cried most of the day - and, now, as the day is ending, I ended up here at this site. What would you say if I told you I have such a deep dark secrets that, they are some of the reasons I have my anxiety attacks - and, when I do not take my meds. the memories come back with such force, I can hardly handle them anymore. I just don't have any answers and don't even know what questions to ask - I am in a dark period - the only way out is to trick my mind one way or another - it does get exhausting - ever feel that way - do you understand what I mean - Maria
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[quote] "However vague they are, dreams have a way of concealing themselves and leave us no peace until they are translated into reality, like seeds germinating underground, sure to sprout in their search for the sunlight." [/quote] __Lin Yutang

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