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18 years ago 0 +0 / -0 1521

Coben, I do realize that these dreams are a 'nightmare' no pun intended. Take Care, Melanie _____________________ The SSC Support Team

18 years ago 0 +0 / -0 2257

Lady is correct - not funny I believed this and felt SOOO Bad. I'm glad to hear you're are doing okay but you scared me!!!!! CobenFan :8o: [B]My Milage:[/B] [B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/25/2006 [B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 32 [B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 557 [B]Amount Saved:[/B] $112 [B]Life Gained:[/B] [B]Days:[/B] 3 [B]Hrs:[/B] 0 [B]Mins:[/B] 45 [B]Seconds:[/B] 40

18 years ago 0 +0 / -0 2257

Hi Fish, I am really sorry to hear this and for the way you're feeling. Please get yourself together and come back with us in this fight that never seems to end. We don't judge, we encourage and hold each other up when they need it. Our arms are stretched out for you - grab on and don't look back at the past. Move forward as you were before you "stepped in it". You have my best wishes for extra strength and you have the will to quit smoking, I have seen it. Best, CobenFan (Christine M) [B]My Milage:[/B] [B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/25/2006 [B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 32 [B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 555 [B]Amount Saved:[/B] $112 [B]Life Gained:[/B] [B]Days:[/B] 3 [B]Hrs:[/B] 0 [B]Mins:[/B] 28 [B]Seconds:[/B] 15

18 years ago 0 +0 / -0 133

Hi fishoutofwater, WELL, I was not thinking like butterfly swimmer, I was fooled and my heart stopped!! I'm thinking NO NO, not fishoutofwater, I'm so glad it was a dream.. But thank you for the post, it was something that I needed to read, I felt your pain!! I NEVER want your Dream to come true, for you or anyone of us. [IMG]http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j229/dswill123/8_9_24.gif[/IMG] Smogfree Shamrock ~Shelly~ [B]My Milage:[/B] [B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/30/2006 [B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 27 [B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 554 [B]Amount Saved:[/B] $87.75 [B]Life Gained:[/B] [B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 16 [B]Mins:[/B] 50 [B]Seconds:[/B] 36

18 years ago 0 +0 / -0 610

I hate that dream! Fish I am so happy it was only a dream [B]My Milage:[/B] [B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/2/2006 [B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 114 [B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 3,095 [B]Amount Saved:[/B] $421.8 [B]Life Gained:[/B] [B]Days:[/B] 11 [B]Hrs:[/B] 3 [B]Mins:[/B] 41 [B]Seconds:[/B] 3

18 years ago 0 +0 / -0 663

I just kept looking at it thinking, "what am I doing? I made a promise to find support at SSC before I'd ever light up again." What about all I've been through to get here? I feel so ashamed of myself. I've let myself down again. I thought this was it, this was my awakening, this was my second chance. How could I blow it? My mind had already conceded defeat, I'll just keep on smoking. I obviously have no control and I can't do this. Oh, how it hurts. I don't think I can look at myself in the mirror. I'm so ashamed, so sad, so angry. I let myself down, I let myself lose. How could I? Then I woke up from the dream I was having and the relief was overwhelming. I'm sorry if this upset you to read. I think it would have upset me if it was any of you, but that's not the reason for the suspense. I know we all come from different places, different backgrounds, different lives, but we all have the common goal of leaving the filthy habit of smoking long behind. I got a horrible taste this morning of what it might be like to be back at the beginning and it scared the hell out of me. If anyone is out there on the fence, fighting tooth and nail to hold on, please know that there is a better place in your future and you can do this. As they say, sometimes you just have to tie a knot in the end of your rope and hang on. It's true. Please hang on. You will find peace soon. Life or death, live or die. There is only do, there is no try. choice puts the free in freedom. no hurries, no worries. keep on keepin' on - fish [B]My Milage:[/B] [B]My Quit Date: [/B] 12/21/2005 [B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 126 [B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 3,798 [B]Amount Saved:[/B] $630 [B]Life Gained:[/B] [B]Days:[/B] 16 [B]Hrs:[/B] 8 [B]Mins:[/B] 56 [B]Seconds:[/B] 17

18 years ago 0 +0 / -0 663

Sorry for the alarm, friends. It really was a horrible feeling, thinking I was back in that crappy place I was before christmas. What a relief waking up was, sheesh. It's strange, I never smoked in my dreams when I was actually a smoker. What's that all about, Freud? Jung? Whatever the dream was, it got me on my toes - had to share. Again, my apologies for the shock value. keep on keepin' on - fish [B]My Milage:[/B] [B]My Quit Date: [/B] 12/21/2005 [B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 126 [B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 3,803 [B]Amount Saved:[/B] $630 [B]Life Gained:[/B] [B]Days:[/B] 16 [B]Hrs:[/B] 9 [B]Mins:[/B] 25 [B]Seconds:[/B] 14

18 years ago 0 +0 / -0 5195

Fish you are NOT funny! I read the title of your post, saw who posted it and thought OH NO! Not Fish! Struggled so hard through those first 30 days. I could really relate to what he was going through and now he's given up. Then I read on. I am very glad that this was a dream and not real. I hate those smoking dreams. They can really do a number on you. Glad you are still smoke free my friend. :) [B]My Milage:[/B] [B]My Quit Date: [/B] 7/1/2005 [B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 299 [B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 5,993 [B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1046.5 [B]Life Gained:[/B] [B]Days:[/B] 26 [B]Hrs:[/B] 9 [B]Mins:[/B] 47 [B]Seconds:[/B] 7

18 years ago 0 +0 / -0 2830

I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT!!!!! I wasn't fooled for one single second! I knew it was a dream! I was like, there's NO way that he's going to smoke! Glad it was just a dream! Crave the Quit! Butterfly [IMG]http://i27.photobucket.com/albums/c177/kissnflirt/butterfly3.gif[/IMG] [B]My Milage:[/B] [B]My Quit Date: [/B] 10/28/2005 [B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 180 [B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 4,516 [B]Amount Saved:[/B] $743.4 [B]Life Gained:[/B] [B]Days:[/B] 13 [B]Hrs:[/B] 2 [B]Mins:[/B] 40 [B]Seconds:[/B] 4

18 years ago 0 +0 / -0 2027

OK! ... I didn't need those last couple of years on my life, anyway! No need to go to the gym today, I just got my cardio. Deep breaths, slow down heart. Glad it was just a dream, fish. :) Shevie [B]My Milage:[/B] [B]My Quit Date: [/B] 5/23/2005 [B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 338 [B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 6,773 [B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1284.4 [B]Life Gained:[/B] [B]Days:[/B] 63 [B]Hrs:[/B] 3 [B]Mins:[/B] 6 [B]Seconds:[/B] 16

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