Dear Nic,
I Cry A River Of Tears
Since I left you....
I cry a river of tears each and every day.
I cry because I am happy, and then because I am sad.
I cry because I am laughing so hard the tears just flow freely.
I cry because my boys are nearly grown and will be flying from the nest soon...I will miss them.
I cry because those same two young men of mine are about to embark on their own lives...and I�m proud of them.
I cry because I have a very special someone in my life whom I know, without question, loves me deeply.
I cry because I love him the same.
I cry from the beauty that surrounds me where I live, and the awe of nature I feel when I gaze at it all.
I cry as I read other members writings, their words holding my heart and squeezing...sometimes pretty hard.
I cry at the members stories of triumphant success...and how they won.
Yep, I cry a river of tears now that you have left me Nic.
So, thank you!!! I win and you loose... AGAIN. I have all these wonderful feelings unfolding like a magnificent flower before me, revealing the gift of passion in my new life without you. You dulled all these deep, moving emotions during our entire relationship...now I have them back; and you will NEVER take them away from me again!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/29/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 24
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 249
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $38.4
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 19 [B]Mins:[/B] 20 [B]Seconds:[/B] 48
