Hi Jess. I can help you out here because I did the exact same thing you are doing now. For a couple of weeks, around the 50 day mark, I was going insane. I wanted to give up so bad. I posted something like what you just did. Everyone told me to hang in there and that it would pass. I hung out here all the time and I really thought I would totally lose it all, my quit and my mind.
That point was like the final stand of the nicodemon. I remember it so well. It lasted what seemed like forever but I hung on and I toughed it out. Guess what? I won! One morning I woke up and I felt so free. As quickly as it came, it was gone. I was fine and that was the turning point for me in my quit. It was at that point that I knew I could beat this horrible addiction.
You are almost there Jess. Don't give up now. That morning that you wake up and everything is good again is a wonderful feeling. Until then....as I always say....
breathe in :gasp: breathe out :8o:
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 7/1/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 232
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 4,649
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $812
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 20 [B]Hrs:[/B] 11 [B]Mins:[/B] 44 [B]Seconds:[/B] 52
