Davit,
It's always inspiring to read your daily challenges, since mine are so minimal.
Today I dragged myself to a workshop about loss, in a cold church basement. I really didn't want advice, but it seems that it's par for the course. It must have taken a couple of hours before I actually smiled, but I did smile!
With losing mom just over 4 weeks, I just feel vulnerable, and had to get to this meeting, so I just see how this cold is progressing.
A memorial service for Wednesday is planned, and hopefully I can be good enough to go to another the day before, too.
I am bewildered, and miss mom so much. She's in better hands now.