Hi Ashley,
After a huge storm, I felt vulnerable, and a bit agitated, since we were affected. I'm still having problems tweaking the thermometer, and getting the house back up to the seasonal temperature.
I transformed the agitation into constructive activity, and did freeze a bunch of stuff, and label it, so I feel stocked for a while.
I think I saw the doc's secretary at the gym, and I kind of feel vulnerable at the gym too. Of the two receptionists, she's the friendly one. Maybe it's my inability to accept my dependency on my doc, and wishing the whole thing would go away, but it never has. I wish I was "normal", I guess, and she's a reminder that I've changed, as much as I can.
Another friendly woman was at church, where I stepped out to call home, to ensure mom was okay, since we had a brutally cool night. The woman wished to be reassured that it was okay to go into the service late, and I guess I put her a ease.
Being acknowledged by women is different for me, since I'm never out, and only sales people have interactions with me.
I just wish the stress would go away, but I know I have to cope. As for winter, it just actually begun
