Hiya cuddles, I'm so proud of you! :) You're doing an awesome bang up job staying quit!!! WOOHOOOOOOO!!!
My Mom used to accuse me of everything to, lol, and that's so sad b/c I was so good and inocent as a teenager. She never learned how to trust, therefore she never taught me how to trust either. I'm still working on trust issues, lol. The 1st step is learning to trust myself :) Even with all my time in sobriety and smoke-free I have a hard time trusting myself :( UGH!
Hang in there, we all have each others back in here :)
Keep up the good work cuddles :)
No matter what don't lite up...
Keep on keepin on...
Cherie
Hiya Ang,
Bumped up the "Feelings Ugh" thread", maybe it'll help?
Hang in there, this will all pass, I promise :)
No matter what don't lite up...
Keep on keepin on...
Cherie
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/22/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 368
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 7,363
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1472
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 35 [B]Hrs:[/B] 20 [B]Mins:[/B] 44 [B]Seconds:[/B] 36
I don't know about ya'll but for me it's usually more all or nothing. True, I've found some balance in some things in life but over-all I'm either doing really good or not so good and for the last 20-25 days I'm not doing so good on my diet/weight goals. It's 3am right now and I'm stuffed from tacos and chinese food! A part of me wants to go to 7-11 and get a pack of newports. I'm actually feeling short of breath too but don't know why. Probably just dehydrated from not drinking water & drinking lots of coffee & pepsi. How frustrating life can be and is...one day celebrating a yr smoke-free and losing 15 lbs and then a couple weeks later gaining back 1/2 that weight (at least) and wanting to smoke! Sheese! And what's really upsetting is that even though things will get better...as they always do...they will get bad again too...as they always do...
Sighhhhhhhhhh :( And my fibromyalgia is really bothering me too :(
I know a stupid cig won't help matters & what really helps to keep me from smoking,,,even just one (as if that were possible) is that I don't want to have to restart my quit meter, lol. So I guess I'll take my fat butt to bed! And tomorrow start drinking alot of water.
No matter what don't lite up...
Keep on keepin on...
Cherie
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/22/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 382
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 7,644
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1528
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 37 [B]Hrs:[/B] 5 [B]Mins:[/B] 30 [B]Seconds:[/B] 22
Thanks, I needed a post like this to read :) I like smelling clean & fresh and don't want to smoke. GOD is good,,,if I look hard enough I will find something (this post) to help me stay quit,,,right when I needed it ;)
Hi everybody! Thanks for the replies :) Well I did what I said,,,I went to bed and boy I slept so good for about 8 hrs! I feel gr8 today and am looking forward to getting dressed up tonight and going out with friends to a house warming party and then the comedy club. I'll get myself back on the diet,,,soon,I hope.
Soooooo anyhow, bottom line is, I got depressed, had a craving, came in here, posted, went to bed and looky my meter is still here and running sweetly. No more thinking about the "forbidden word" lol. I love you guys!
Have a wonderful smoke-free day all!
Try to keep a positive attitude & if life is happening to not be so positive then get your butts in here and post post post,,,read read read!
Thanks for the hug Shel :)Back at'cha!
No matter what don't lite up...
Keep on keepin on...
Cherie
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/22/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 382
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 7,652
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1528
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 37 [B]Hrs:[/B] 6 [B]Mins:[/B] 26 [B]Seconds:[/B] 6
Gr8 post Katy! Reminds me of myself :) I have to be careful when it comes to speaking my mind. Especially because communication like these posts/e-mail/chats, can be taken wrong so often. With me,,,even face to face people who don't know me well enough will take me wrong just b/c I'm so outspoken and have a strange sense of humor.
I'm glad u added this thread :)
No matter what don't lite up...
Keep on keepin on...
Cherie
Melanie, where were u at 3 this morning when I needed your advice? Don't u just sit and wait here 24-7?? LOL
But really,,,tks Melanie, I'll remember that for the next one, lol.
Have a gr8 smoke-free weekend everybody!!!!!!
[color=Blue]WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!![/color]
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