I refuse to touch a cigarette! I know it will be hard, but I know I can do it. I am one of those people that love to smoke, not so much because of the the habit part. I actually like the taste and smell.
J I recently lost a family member due to breast cancer and it hit home pretty hard. However, I do not know if the cause was from smoking, but it was definitely something to think about. I am pretty sure the next couple of days are going to be extremely hard for me. I smoke on break at work, in the car, at home, after every meal, after my coffee, and even if I have a couple of drinks. Oh and of course it is always a great friend when stressed out 
My whole lifestyle is going to change and I am okay with that. I just have to get through it. Thank you for your words of kindness and encouragement...it means a lot!!! J J J J 
