How is everyone doing? Just got back from bowling ... had lots of fun. I hadn't bowled since I was in highschool. I started seeing a phyciatrist. The first time I saw him he didn't even talk to me. He just handed me drugs (xanax and an anti-depressant). I kinda felt like I didn't belong there .... most of the people there looked like druggies ... and the doctor their pusher. The second time I went they sent me to the woman physciatrist. She actually made feel a little better and actually spent time with me. She wants me to join a counseling group at another facility here in my town. I just don't know if I can afford both. I work all week but, after taking out for all my bills I'm left with hardly anything. I've been so stressed with my dogs lately as well. I have three siberian huskies. Two boys and one girl. Well she had puppies ..... and they have been so much work. If it wasn't for the internet they'd probably wouldn't have survived. They're gonna be seven weeks this Tue. I've been trying to find them homes. I've given three away and will probably try to sell two so that I can pay for some bills. My tongue feels twice it's size even though it's not. I have a recording studio/label. All the bands that record with me were playing yesterday at jamaica for a church in the next town over. They all wanted me to go ... and I did want to go .... but just couldn't because the fear of my anxiety.
