Ok, I guess I could have posted this way earlier butr here it is lol. On monday I went shopping. But not just any shopping. I went shopping to a store that is farthewr away from homw then usual and we actually had to use the speedway a bit to get there (I hate speedways...and i don't even drive!). Also, the store we went to was a huge store. I hate big store. Superstores freak me out. I find them too big and crowded and disorienting. Plus we happened to get a pushy salesman ( my hubby tok care of that and told him to come back later as we looked around . He knows feeling pushed around makes me anxious). On top of it we were there to buy a big expensive piece of equipment (buying big expensive stuff scares me, I am always afraid to make the wrong choice or stuff like that, me and my husband are not rich). so all in all it was pretty stressful for me. My husband was very nice aboutit tho, not pressuring me and keeping the pushy salesman away from me. It took me like 1 hour and a half to make up my mind and buy the fridge I liked and I manged to stay in the big huge crowded store the whole time. I had to talk myself down a few times but I didn't panic at all. I was really happy with myself! I didn't even panic when i saw the bill ;p. So all in all that was a pretty good experience for me, I managed to overcome many of my fears and felt really proud of myself :) Anyway, have a nice day guys!
-Diva
