Ok, first to let you know what my success is I must start by letting you know that my job involves interviewing people. For these interviews, I am the one who goes to them, not the other way around. Up to now, all the interviews I had to do were in the city where I live and easy to get to. And that is good because I have a fear of getting to far from home and a fear of leaving urban environnements. Isolation and isolated places scare the heck out of me.
Today tho I had to do an interview in a remote rural location that was about 1h30mins away from where I live. Now I don't drive so luckily one of my collegues offered to drive me there and back (She is sooooo Nice!). But yesterday all day I was fretting and worrying! I am going to this place with dirt roads in the middle of nowhere far from a hospital! Let's just say I felt non too happy. But I challenged my thoughts and managed to stay calm.
So today I went to do the interview. And it went well, like super well. The person I was interviewing was nice and well-spoken and very interesting and I think I managed to ask the right questions and get the job done right! I did not panic or even feel panicky during the drive there or back!During the interview at one point I suddenly felt a bit isolated and panicky but I remeinded myself I was fine and safe and that my collegue would be back to pick me up soon and that all was well. So i challenged my thoughts quickly in my head and settled down. I am super happy with myself! I really feel like today went well and that maybe i can do the leaving town thing lol So that is my day :)
-Diva
