Snow day's are hard to deal with. Winter is hard to deal with period. I can have 2 and then either move on or jump in with both feet---and only if my husband is near. That said after the last go around the entire thing scared the heck out of me. So, I am scared to even have 1. That's good. I need to stay scared sober. It's better for everyone. Alcohol is a self defeating, self distructing poison. I tell myself that every day. I crave it and want it when I'm around it. I had in my head that if I wasn't in with the party I was left out. What I am telling myself is that I have a choice! It's not left out its living. It all goes back to frame of mind. Hang in there and good luck!
