Hi everyone. I stopped in for a bit and wanted to leave this post with you before I depart. I will check in at responses and again depart.
My quitting experience was a wonderful one but at the same time it was the most difficult challenge of my life.
Its kind of hard to explain but quitting for me was not just quitting a bad habit. Quitting for me was a life style change and even more than that. Quitting for me was a large healing process. I have never before done anything for myself, anything like this where it was for my health, before. I even quit smoking for my daughter and not for myself but as time passed the quit became for myself.
I struggled a lot but the struggles and triggers became less and further between as the days passed. Unfortunately I kind of lost some friends in the process but we kinda grew apart.
Everyone is different and...I will let you in on some personal info to better explain why my experience was what it was. You see, I was a drug addict of meth for 13 years and smoked for 19 years and come from a family of 12 that lived in the projects all my life with parents who didnt work. So, without going into too much detail, I didn't learn to respect myself and I did drugs since I was 14 years old. SCC doesnt like us discussing personal stuff but I thought it was important to quickly explain why this struggle was so hard for me and why it was such a wonderful experience.
I have come a long way, quit meth 7 years ago (because of pregnancy), quit smoking 1.5 years ago, quit drinking when I quit smoking, took up exercising, and started school full time.
I will have a Bachelors degree in business in 8 months, another baby in 9 months (we hope) and a wonderful husband and daughter and home...and way better health. Who could ask for anything more.
Most importantly, I dont think I would have been able to do this without the SCC people as they were key players in my quit. I love each and every one of you. I needed to know people who were going through what I was going through and I needed the older quitters to give me advice and tell me that what I was feeling was normal. I felt very alone since my entire family and friends all smoke.
Thank you all so very much for all your help.
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