Thanks for sharing that awesome letter. I think I'm still in the recent break up part. Mourning my relationship, though I know it was unhealthy. Reading that reminded me of some guys I gave my love and time to who turned out to cost me an emotional fortune. It did get me to the point of seeing how I invited these meanies (nicodemon included) into my world.
I haven't gotten to the anger yet... just feeling foggy, anxious, and lonely. Anger would be great. I do feel resentment about all the lies Mr. Nicodemon told me though. How he would help me relax, make me feel cool, give me time to myself, make me part of the group...etc. Damn liars.
Thanks also, the rest of you for sharing some of your benefits. I have to remember that this will get easier over time. (And NO "calling" my ex when the chips are down. Clean breaks only).
Sincerely,
Sierra
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 4/18/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 2
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 20
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $3.6
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 4 [B]Mins:[/B] 52 [B]Seconds:[/B] 17
