I did not log in yesterday, but if I had I would have said that I am grateful for my son. Yesterday was his 13th birthday, which was why I didn't log in. If it were not for my son, even though he doesn't know this, I don't believe I would be here now. He has been my lifeline just by being here. My lack of a good enough excuse to leave him is sometimes the only reason I can rise above my suicidal thoughts. So yesterday was more than just celebrating his birth, it was also a celebration that God saw fit to put this wonderful child in my life for my sake.
